Sunday, March 30, 2008

It really is never ok!

O-K! It's actually okay isn't it and not ok? Yeah, but it's never ok! Like my friend pruv says, it's really never ok.
It never is. It's ok only when you die. Because you're then in a state of ignorance which is supposed to be bliss.

I want that bliss. Because I want it to be ok. But it isn't. It never will be. I don't want to be me.

4 comments:

Psyche said...

i think the secret is being ok with it not being ok.

pruvaloo said...

psyche is right, you need to find a way of accepting that its not ok. if you can do that you are lucky

if not then youre like the rest of us who have to resort to other methods to make it seem ok

ive been away for a while

i hope youre ok.

i think ive had too much to drink tonight. hell its like the old days of drinking and then spouting shit online. id like to think its kind of a tribute to bukowski hahaha

please be ok. please.

Psyche said...

ok?

Livin said...

Nope. Not at all. I've been blogging in my head. But it's never ok pruv, never. And I don't know how to make it ok. I'm alone, and there's no one I can talk with. No one. Because no one has the patience to understand, empathise including myself. But no, it's not ok, IT'S NOT OK! And I could honestly just end it all so easily, but even that is not ok.I'm in a no-win situation.