Thursday, October 11, 2007

I wrote!

And I spewed it out. Not all of it. But quite a bit of it.

Not here. But someplace else.

Don't know if I feel relieved.

But I wrote.

Period!

2 comments:

Irfan said...

Its important how you feel. And if its made an ounce of making u feel better - job done.

Livin said...

Yes Irf, it did. But the fact is that 'feeling better' is so momentary... it all comes rushing back. I'm trying desperately to just remain calm, collected, dignified and continuing with my daily chores and trying to focus on work. But I can't Irf, I can't. I cam back early from work today, because I was so upset and hurt. What can you do? Tell me what can you do?

You can't make anyone love you or care for you. And... oh well, maybe we'll talk off line. sometimes I don't know what to say or how to articulate what I feel. All I can say is, I feel broken inside.