Evolution!

Statement: My relationship with my blog has changed.

It doesn't feel like it used to at one point in time.

Statement: My relationship with my mother has changed.

There are times when I absolutely hate her and there are times when I think she's the most amazing woman on earth. Sometimes I just feel like gnashing my teeth and praying to God for patience!

Statement: My relationships with my best friends have changed.

I don't expect anything from them anymore and also know that they don't care so much. The equation has changed and the blinkers are off.

Statement: My relationship with money has changed.

I don't fear the lack of it any more. It doesn't give me sleepless nights and doesn't make me cringe and whinge and cry and have my bheja fried as it used to.

Statement: My relationship with my body has changed.

I don't want the figure I had 10 years ago. I'm more or less (yes, this is a tough one) ok with what I've got. I'm learning to love it.

Statement: My relationship with my 'single' status is changing.

I'm beginning to enjoy my own freedom and inspite of a craving to be wooed and wined and dined and loved and pampered (which won't happen ever), I'm learning that that is not the only thing in life. And the men I attract in life have always had so much baggage that by the time they kind of rest at my port, they're too tired to do, say, feel anything. It hurts of course, but I say it's changing. That's good!

Statement: My relationship with my goals and objectives in life is changing.

I've begun thinking about it a bit more seriously and don't fear failure. I'm beginning to realize that it's important to fulfill some of the dreams. In fact it's important to have dreams. I'm slowly but surely getting into that mode. For a long time in my life, dreams and goals had take a back seat. But does that mean living in the Now or in the moment is out? Naaah! That's important too.

Right. I'm a single, attractive, independent, genuinely warm, extremely sharp and wonderful person. And that's the most important thing I've ever acknowledged publicly ever.
And in case any one senses vanity, there is none. It's a fact.

I like evolution. It's about change. It's about movement. It's about life and all that jazz.

I'm evolving. Period.